9 months..

I can't believe it's been 9 months that I have had to miss my silly sweet crazy loving husband.
I miss you so much Kel..
I'm doing o.k. I'm finding new ways to be happy, but I just have to look at a picture with your beautiful smiling face and I could cry instantly.
It is quite the experience, to be happy because of  new love, and sad because of loosing yours.
Well. I guess your love is never really lost. I continue to feel it. I know you are watching over us and making sure I'm doing o.k.
I miss you so very very much..

Picture of Kelvin taken almost exactly a year ago, on may 12th 2010